My journey...

Sunday, 05 June 2011

  • Evolution of a Leader

    No one ever told me that I was supposed to... destined to be a leader. 

    Still, I wonder if I always knew it, somehow. Looking back on my middle school years, I recall all the chances and opportunities I was given to step up to one plate or another. Solos in the gospel choir, parts in the school musical, director and writer of our 7th grade Greek play, first violin parts in the orchestra pieces... perhaps I just didn't see them all for what they were. I never considered myself popular, and certainly not a leader. The most I would settle for is “well known.” I loved the attention, but something held me back. I knew I had to balance the pride and arrogance I felt at my talents with the practical reality that I was not the best at everything. 

    I overdid the humility in high school. The most I did was try out for the school one-acts. I saw just how much better everyone was at one thing or another, and so I was content to sit in the background, playing the backup singer to the divas in the school. Where before I was loud and proactive, I became quiet and hesitant. My pride had taken a heavy hit, and so I decided to let those who were “better” take the reins. However, the critical concept that I failed to understand then is that leading was not about being the best or the most qualified. In my mind, it was all about GPAs and awards and recognition; it was about those who had already proven themselves. I completely missed the point. Still, God pushed me forward, letting me test the waters within my comfort zone. I recall leading at least a few Bible studies with our Teens In Prayer club, and I recall a certain eccentric 10th grade English teacher that regularly picked me to be the “goddess” of one group project or another. 

    Perhaps one of my critical lessons I learned was when I entered the Reflections contest in the Writing category. Those of you who are about my age probably remember that contest. There's some theme and they have regional, state and national awards for various forms of art. My passions always has been, and always will be writing (surprise, surprise), so I entered the contest every year. However, my genre of choice has always been fantasy or science fiction. So I wrote what I wanted, and I believe in 11th grade I received Honorable Mention. My senior year, I wanted to win, no matter what, so I wrote some horrendously cheesy story, name dropping places and locations in the state. It was some typical high school drama about the misfit kid making friends. Completely out of my preference zone, but it did the job. I finally got my first place ribbon. To this day, I still feel a little upset with myself for stooping to that level for the sake of a prize. I hated the story, really, but it taught me that some things mattered more than being “the best.”

     It was with this subdued, backseat mentality that I entered college. However, that mindset didn't last for long. I regained my pride, now tempered with humility and experience, and stretched out of my comfort zone. While making friends and having fun, I began to learn... really learn about just who I was and what I was capable of. To this day, I will never forget the critical moment that came early in my sophomore year. My roommate had been a no-show, so I was being lazy around my room and looked in the mirror before I went out for the time being. I had never forgotten my foundation (although I definitely got a little distracted), so when looking at my reflection, I said to myself “You have been called to live a life of excellence.” Almost immediately, He responded “Why aren't you?”

     Excellence was not about GPAs, talents and skills. It wasn't about the circles I ran in and the work I put into Cornhuskin' props and rehearsals. It was about my mindset and my commitment to His calling on my life. Perhaps that whispered response is what prepped me for my LeaderShape experience where He revealed to me the beginnings of my calling. At LeaderShape, I discovered I could be a leader, and I knew that the only kind of leader I could truly be is a servant leader. Few things make me as happy as when I'm helping others to accomplish a goal that is bigger than any one of us.

     All of these moments have led up to these past three years. There's a calling on my life, undeniable. Only God knows what will happen between this moment and that in the future when this calling is manifested in the natural. However, I can see it...and it makes me smile every time. I went through a period where I wondered if it was too big a plan or if I should alter things or maybe if I should leave it to someone else entirely. But now I am more certain than ever that I can accomplish this goal. Not because of anything I have or anything I know, but because of Who I have and Who I know. He's chosen me to be the vessel for this creation, and so as a mother with child, I will carry this vision to term, taking care that nothing is done to abort it. The labor pains may be long and hard, but it will all be so worth it.

     All He said was “Follow me,” but those words were backed with the power that He exuded and displayed on a regular basis. Watching what He did and what He does...learning to keep an eye on Him as We press forward to bigger and better things...

     I wonder now what kind of leader I will be. Because if I let Him have His way with me, then there is no other choice for me but to lead. It may not be significant in the eyes of the world, but who cares? I've always been a Daddy's girl anyway.

Monday, 11 April 2011

  • “But whatever were gains to me, I now consider loss for the sake of Christ. What is more, I consider everything a loss because of the surpassing worth of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord, for whose sake I have lost all things. I consider them garbage, that I may gain Christ and be found in him, not having a righteousness of my own that comes from the law, but that which is through faith in Christ – the righteousness that comes from God on the basis of faith.” Phil 3:7-9 (NIV)

     

    Over the past couple weeks, my church has been focusing on the God-given vision that each of us should have in our lives. In doing so, I've been forced to step back and look at my own. Those closest to me know of the vision I hold, and they know how much it means to me by the excitement and elation in my voice when I speak of it. However, over the past year or so, neither the vision nor God have been at the forefront of my thoughts. I'm certain this is no coincidence.

    I have never been the kind of person to beat myself up over matters since there really is no practical point to it. Reflecting on my misdeeds and what they say about me as a child of God is another matter entirely. As Paul says a few verses later, I've yet to attain all that God has called me to, and my overactive mind makes me wonder about the why. But if I have learned nothing over the years, it is that certain things cannot be rushed or else they will perish even before they are born. And I refuse to do anything to abort what God has planned for me because I can see it so clearly in my mind's eye.

    I see the classroom where the students and I will talk and even the students themselves. I see the material, hear the discussions taking place and anticipate the funds needed for tissues (for both myself and them). I see the other adults working with me in this endeavor, and I want so badly for it all to be right here and right now. Even as I acknowledge the desire, I recognize that there is so much work that has to be done in me yet. Much of the work I see taking place right now. My timing will never be better than God's timing, and I have to remind myself not to rush the maturation process. For myself or my vision.

    So, what can I do in the meantime? I've been working my way through Philippians and started chapter 3 today. God always has a word for you if you are willing to be still and receptive. As I was coming up the stairs from an early load of laundry, I remember pondering to myself on just how to regain what I have lost, how to refocus the passion and energy in my life to put Him and His children first again. God answered rather promptly, and I'm glad I was attentive enough to realize so.

    A full container cannot be added to. If you stand with both hands heavy with objects, they cannot receive anything more. In order to gain Christ and all that God has for me in Him, there must be a loss. While I know that this is not the first time I've heard this concept before, I know that it is resonating with me on a new level in this moment. I sat down and looked up the meaning of the word “loss,” as you all know I must do, and the meaning restructured my whole perspective on the topic.

    The Hebrew word for “loss” used here means “to tame through the idea of violence; detriment, damage, loss.” When we think of losing something, it is often an accident. If we purposefully lose something, we quite often use a different term for it. The “loss” that Paul speaks of here is very much an active, forceful concept. When we add the full phrase “consider loss,” then the picture became that much more clear. The Hebrew word for “consider” here means “to lead, command with official authority; to figuratively consider, account, have rule over.” When one leads or rules, it is rarely for a moment in time. Particularly if we think of ruling in the Biblical context, many rulers held their position for years...lifetimes, even. And considering that we are all rulers in Christ and that authority is eternal, then “consider” takes on a very permanent status.

    Seeing all things outside of Christ as loss is a constant, active mindset that we work and fight to maintain. Like so many aspects of Christianity, the ultimate decision has been placed into our hands to do with as we will. It is up to us to constantly tame those thoughts that are not of God and to focus our minds on the high calling that has been given to us, or our vision. For it is the vision that gives passion and restraint, energizing us to fulfill our God purpose while keeping us on that straight and narrow path. So in the midst of all that has gone on over the past few years, I smile and think of all I have learned. Sorting through the thoughts of years gone by, this passage makes it much easier to decide what to keep and what to lose.


Wednesday, 02 February 2011

  • Redefining Humanity

    Then God said, “Let Us make man in Our image, according to Our likeness; let them have dominion over the fish of the sea, over the birds of the air, and over the cattle, over all the earth and over every creeping thing that creeps on the earth.”

    So God created man in His own image; in the image of God He created him; male and female He created them.

    Then God blessed them, and God said to them, “Be fruitful and multiply; fill the earth and subdue it; have dominion over the fist of the sea, over the birds of the air, and over every living thing that moves on the earth.”

    Genesis 1:26-28

     

    It seems to me that so many people use their humanity as a crutch to rely on. The saying “only human” is commonly used to excuse shortcomings, mistakes or outright evil intentions. It is a way of reminding ourselves that we are not perfection, nor are we supposed to be.

    While that may be true, that is certainly not the whole truth. I believe that Satan has, as with so many of his lies, imbued the image of humanity with just enough truth to make us all believe that our status as “human” is the cause of our imperfection, something that we cannot escape and, therefore, need not take full responsibility for.

     Let us go to the creation story. While most people who acknowledge this story accept the fact that God made mankind, I think it would be safe to say that few stop to really examine the words used here. For those of you who may read my blogs on any regular basis, you know where I'm headed.

     The Bible says two things about mankind: man was made in the image of God and man was made according to the likeness of God. The words for “image” and “likeness” are very similar, but different, and so resulted in different English translations.

     The word used for image is tselem, meaning a phantom or figuratively, an illusion or resemblance. The word can also mean a representative figure, such as an idol. The root of the word means “to shade,” so if we follow that, we can pull out the image of a shadow. A shadow cannot exist without something to cast it and a representative cannot exist without something to represent. The word “image” here reflects God's intention that mankind be permanently linked to Him, an extension of Himself rather than a completely separate entity.

     The word used for likeness is demwth, meaning “resemblence; concretely model, shape; adverbially like,” as in manner or similitude. The word comes from dmh, which means “to compare; by implication, to resemble, liken, consider.” We were meant not only to look like God in a physical sense, but also in a figurative sense. God made man so that those who would look upon men could be forced to see, to consider Him because of the similarities.

     When looked at through this light, it is no small surprise that the crime of murder was dealt with so severely. If a man could intentionally kill another man, who was made to represent and resemble God, then a man could not possibly be far from disrespecting God Himself.

    Mankind was not made to be just a servant or some tool to be used by God; mankind was made to be close to God, both physically and figuratively. A shadow is connected to the one who creates it. If one continues to look at the story as both Adam and Eve are created, we see that God physically handled Adam and provided for them. He removed Adam's rib to create Eve, He walked in the cool of the day searching for them, and when they were ousted from the garden, He created clothing for them.

    Such was mankind's original place. God made us to have a close, intimate bond with him, to resemble Him and to represent Him and all that He was. It was God who gave authority to man over not only all animals living within it, but the earth itself (Ge 1:26). An owner does not give just anyone a management position. The owner is either sure in the person's abilities or has equipped the person with all the tools s/he needs for success. Since man obviously had yet to prove himself worthy of anything, then it must be the latter. God breathed life into man for the purpose of exercising authority over the earth.

     Also note that when man screwed up by disobeying the one command given to him, God did not revoke that authority. God made the job less easy for both Adam and Eve, but He did not say “Thou shalt no longer rule over the earth and all that is in it.”

     Psalms 8 says

    “When I consider Your heavens, the work of Your fingers,
    The moon and the stars, which You have ordained,
    What is man that You are mindful of him,
    And the son of man that You visit him?
    For You have made him a little lower than the angels,
    And You have crowned him with glory and honor.

    You have made him to have dominion over the worlds of Your hands;
    You have put all things under his feet.” v. 3-6

     

    Even if you were to make the argument that these passages refer mainly or solely to Christ, are not those who are born again made to sit in heavenly places in Christ Jesus? (Eph 2:4-6). That simple preposition, “in,” makes all the difference, and the Hebrew word denotes a fixed position, be it in time, place or state. In other words, that's a permanent position in which those who are saved are placed into. The only way that can be changed is if someone takes us out of it, and you will be hard-pressed to find a verse that suggest that such an act is even possible.

     So with that being said, perhaps it is time for us to redefine what it really means to be human. While the angels may have come before us, God did not make the earth for them, nor give them dominion over it. God did not make a way for the angels to be brought into the family of God. Yet we speak of them as though they are superior to us in some manner.

     God made mankind with a special purpose in mind for a special position in this universe. And thanks to the blood of Jesus, we have regained that original position and purpose. Being “only human” is not such a bad thing after all...

Friday, 21 January 2011

  • Amazing Grace, retold by a Once Lost

    There are sermons, and there are sermons. We sometimes feel as though we're grasping for something worthwhile within the words of our pastor, but then there are times (for us fortunate ones, more often than not) when we find that the sermon is instead grasping us.

    Last night was one of those nights, and while text can rarely do justice to the passionate voice of one on fire for God, some messages are worth having a little lost in translation. So bear with me as I try to convey what was imparted to me and hundreds of others last night.

    Let us visit the story of Ruth, a four chapter book, nestled away within the history of Israel. While most of us know the tale, I have no problem recanting it for those who do not. The woman from whom the book takes its name, Ruth, was daughter-in-law to Naomi. Ruth married into the family after Naomi had lost her husband when they had moved to Ruth's native land, Moab. Unfortunately, Naomi's two sons also ended up passing away as well, leaving Naomi with no choice but to return to her native land. At this point, Ruth was given the option to return to her family as well, since legally she was no longer bound to Naomi. Instead, Ruth decided to stay with Naomi, saying that she would rather be with her mother-in-law. As both were widows, Ruth offered to go and glean from the fields in order to provide for the both of them.

    Thus the message begins. The pastor, Diego Mesa, focused on the story of Boaz, the landowner of a field in which Ruth gleaned, and how it demonstrated the essence of grace (Ruth 2:3-12). He focused on three actions of Boaz – he noticed, he sought, and he blessed. Similarly, grace notices us, seeks us and blesses us. However, just like Ruth, we are all given a choice in how we are to react to the actions of grace. After Boaz noticed Ruth and sought her out, at that point, he offered his blessing to her. In this situation, Boaz offers Ruth protection while within his field, provision as if she was one of his own, and even instructed his own harvesters to leave extra on the ground for her...not for anyone else, but just for her. Ruth had the option of leaving his field to go elsewhere, despite all that was offered her. It was Ruth's choice to take the blessing or to refuse it.

    We think we must do something to earn the grace that we always here about, but that is simply not the case. Just like this story, grace notices us right where we are and seeks us out, trying to bless us. In the King James Version of this story, the actual word “grace” is used. In 2:10, Ruth asks “Why have I found grace in thine eyes, that thou shouldest take knowledge of me, seeing I am a stranger?” The word in Hebrew means “graciousness, kindness or favor,” and nothing in the definition says that it must be earned or warranted. It simply is. Now, Boaz does acknowledge what Ruth did for Naomi and say that his actions are in response to hers. If one stopped there, then it may be understandable if one came to the conclusion that Ruth had earned Boaz' treatment of her.

    Let us look closely at 2:12, NIV translation this time around. Boaz tells Ruth “May the LORD repay you for what you have done. May you be richly rewarded by the LORD, the God of Israel, under whose wings you have come to take refuge.”

    Pastor Mesa stopped and called these the three R's of grace. Grace repays what you gave, rewards what you've done and offers refuge for you in times of trouble. As he treated them, I am simply going to nod to the repayment and rewards. While that is all great stuff that we should rejoice over, rewards come and go. The refuge is a constant, perpetual state that grace allows us to enter.

    God didn't promise us that this life would be easy, but we are so quick to complain when it isn't. In fact, Christ promised us that we would run into hard times, especially if we were serving Him and doing His will. If they disrespected the Master, why should they treat the servants any differently? However, even before Christ fulfilled his purpose on earth, God has always, always offered his people refuge in multiple forms for those times when life became too troubled. God will not always remove the mountain from your path. What He will do, however, is walk with you over it, shaping and remolding you to tackle it better next time. Much of this remolding process, ironically enough, comes simply from resting within the refuge that is God, allowing Him to pour more of Him into us as we lose all of that extra baggage we've gathered up from the world.

    Boaz found Ruth in one of her darkest hours. She'd lost her husband and the life that she once knew, now reduced to a life of poverty as she tried to sustain both herself and her mother-in-law. In a similar way, grace can find us in our darkest moments, and work miracles in the midst of them. But for Ruth's miserable situation, she would never have married Boaz, giving birth to Obed, who would continue the line that would eventually give birth to Christ. Looking over the Bible, how much of God's work was done in the midst of one darkness or another? While darkness may scare us, it does not...cannot scare God. God specializes in manipulating things in darkness. Creation began in the void. It still does, in many senses, if one thinks about every new life as it is formed within the womb. Christ was born at night, in a seemingly dark situation. The Bible says that when Christ died, darkness fell over the earth (Matt 27:45). During those moments, God's plan for redemption was coming to pass. Then there was the figurative darkness of so many lives within the Bible. Moses heard his calling while in self-imposed exile; Saul became Paul while he was blind; Samson took out more Philistines in his darkest moments than he had in his entire life.

    It is in darkness that we are forced to stop since we can no longer see, and in that immobilizing moment, we have no choice but to reflect. Have you ever tried being physically still before? Your mind ends up racing instead, and so it is for spiritual standstills as well. When you are in spiritual darkness, you have no choice but to examine yourself, your situation and come to grips with it in a way that you may not have otherwise. You are forced to confront yourself in darkness in ways you never have to in light. Usually because you are the only one who is there – you and God.

    God can use grace to make one's darkness a womb unto itself, using the darkness to begin a new spark of life within you. In the midst of the darkness, you are driven to seek refuge as never before. And within that refuge, amazing things can happen.

    So, if you are in a dark hour, rejoice. Here is your opportunity to turn your void into the beginnings of a creation of your own.

Tuesday, 16 November 2010

  • Three Strikes, Second Chances, First Stones: An Exploration of Rehabilitation and Criminal Punishme

    Duc was 16 years old when he entered the criminal justice system. Whether or not he came from a good home is arguable because of some physical abuse he received from his father. He ended up in foster care, trying to push ahead the best he could. No prior arrests, relatively good kid with aspirations of going to college. He was driving with some friends in the backseat of his car when one of them fired a gun out the window. On the stand, he claimed to have not known the minor who actually pulled the trigger, instead saying that it was the friend of a friend. Although no one was injured in the shooting, he was tried as an adult and eventually convicted of attempted first degree murder. Because the attempted shooting was found to be gang affiliated, Duc ended up with a harsher sentence and is now serving 35 to life.1 Is that really justice?2

    In this context, can we even decide what justice really is? This semester, we have been struggling to put a proper definition to “justice,” and I think we are still hard pressed to say what it definitively should look like even if we could agree on one. However, given my English background and my obsession with the use of words, the very least I can do is lay out what will be the first of many definitions for the purposes of this paper. The most prevalent forms of the word “justice” and “just” in the Old Testament are derived from the primary root tsâdaq, which generally means to be or make right in a moral or forensic sense; to cleanse or clear the self; to be just or do justice; to justify self; and/or to be or turn to righteousness.3 The word for “just” used in the New Testament mean equitable in character or act; by implication innocent; holy.4 Given these two definitions, while we cannot fully merge them, to act justly seems to require both inward character and outward actions. By our own means, we can only try to make right our wrong, attempting to create order and place things back into their proper place. So, at the risk of stating the obvious, real justice is something man can aspire to, but never fully attain.

    As important as justice for the victim is, I feel that we can lose our focus if we only seek the justice for those who are wronged when we discuss the criminal justice system. In her book, Sisella Bok argues that lying harms both the liar and the one being lied to.5 There is no doubt that a sin, regardless of the target, ultimately harms the sinner and takes him/her further away from God. Jesus chastised the Pharisees, telling them that they had “neglected the weightier matters of the law: justice and mercy and faith.6” While it is not always feasible for the justice system to show mercy to criminals, we can certainly combine justice and faith and see where such a mindset leads us.

    We know that punishment must play a role in this equation. There are consequences for every action, and the Lord disciplines those He loves.7 However, punishment, whether divine or secular, is more the natural course of action. A society without consequences for disapproved behavior can only end in chaos, so criminal punishment must be present in some form, regardless of whether one cares for the well being of the criminal on any level. As Christians, we have been called to a higher standard than just playing by the rules the world sets in place. When asked why He chose to associate with sinners, Christ's response was that it is those who are sick who need the physician, that it is the sinners who need the call to repentance.8 If Christ laid the ultimate example for His disciples, present and future, then what do His words mean for us? What do we owe, if anything, to the sick and the sinner?

    Defining Rehabilitation

    You'd be hard pressed to find the word “rehabilitate” in that exact form within the Bible, so I'll have to turn to the generic dictionary for help with this one. To rehabilitate can be to “restore to a condition of good health, ability to work or the like; to restore formally to former capacity, standing, rank, rights, or privileges.9” The concept of restoration is a key part of rehabilitation. Two of the definitions of restore are to “bring back to a formal, original or normal condition” or “bring back to of health, soundness or vigor.10” Simply put, rehabilitation is restoration with a specific purpose or goal in mind.

    Restoration is a concept that is near and dear to God's heart. One could very well argue that since the Fall, God has set things into motion to restore mankind to its intending place – an intimate relationship with Him. Looking at Genesis and Revelations, the similarities between Adam's position with God and the Church's position with God can be seen. God walked with Adam in the cool of the day, and when there is a new heaven and a new earth, God will again dwell among His people.11 Everything in between demonstrates, in various ways and with various words, that God has man's original position in mind. Christ did many miracles during His time on earth, most of the more well known ones in the forms of restoring either health, life or sanity to people.12 Christ did not discriminate between those who were in that state perhaps because of their sin and those who were in that state so that Christ would demonstrate His power; He performed His miracles through the faith of those that requested to be healed. He then tells his disciples that whoever believes in Him will do greater works than those He did during His time on the earth.13 Arguably, all Christians have access to the restorative power that Christ displayed through the power and giftings of the Holy Spirit.

    The concept of restoration undoubtedly has a place within Christianity. There can be quite a difference between the one-on-one interactions that we have with those that God places into our path and the large structure that is the criminal justice system. While we can choose to exercise mercy whenever and however (in terms of how much mercy to extend to the trespasser) to whoever, we almost do not expect our justice system to do the same thing. At the very least, we certainly expect the system to punish those who commit crimes, regardless of whether the crime is a sin on its face or by virtue of the secular law.14 So can there be a secure place for focused restoration in the form of rehabilitation within the criminal justice system? While the answer was once found to be no, this paper will briefly explore the former justification for punishment and the ensuing shifts that came within the criminal justice system. Next, it will reconsider rehabilitation within the criminal context. Finally, it will ask what role Christians should and can play within the realm of criminal rehabilitation.

    Three Strikes: Shifting Justifications and Multiple Offense Statutes

    Once upon a time, the primary goal of criminal punishment was rehabilitation. The new found faith in the sciences resulted in the prevalent viewpoint of the criminal as the mentally or physically sick individual, requiring treatment in the form of incarceration15. Statutes allowed for indeterminate sentences in order to allow the criminal enough time to be “cured,” the parole boards serving the function of deciding when the criminal was well and could be again released into the general population.16

    In due time, the pendulum began to sway once more, having apparently reached its peak with the marriage of rehabilitation and the criminal justice system. The shift away from the rehabilitative model started to pick up speed during the 1970s, at least in some small part due to the decision in Powell v. Texas.17 While the case did not directly relate to the rehabilitative model of criminal punishment, it does demonstrate a prevalent mindset that existed in the nation as well as the concerns about that pattern of thinking. The case revolved around Powell who was arrested for being intoxicated in public18. His defense was that since he suffered from the disease of alcoholism, he did not appear in public out of his own free will, and therefore, punishing him for being diseased was cruel and unusual punishment in violation of the 8th Amendment19. The court issued a plurality opinion, determining that the conviction was not cruel and unusual punishment20. In the discussion about how to deal with the details of alcoholism within the context of the case, Justice Marshall wrote that there are “conceptual difficulties inevitably attendant upon the importation of scientific and medical models into a legal system generally predicated upon a different set of assumptions.21” Furthermore, he stated that “this Court has never held that anything in the Constitution requires that penal sanctions be designed solely to achieve therapeutic or rehabilitative effects, and it can hardly be said with assurance that incarceration serves such purposes any better for the general run of criminals than it does for public drunks.22” The concurring opinion continues the critique of the presumed goal of rehabilitation by recognizing that criminal law has other purposes.23 Neither opinion denied the fact that alcoholism was a disease and did require treatment; the concern centered around what place such considerations really had within the realm of criminal punishment. The fact that the opinion was issued as a plurality demonstrates, and perhaps mirrors, the public feelings towards the rehabilitative model at that point in time.

    Some of the criticisms of applying medical concepts of rehabilitation to criminal punishment made within this decision already existed in other conversations about the rehabilitative model. Voices, conservative and liberal alike, complained about everything from how the current model did not include a concept of moral accountability to the cruelty of indeterminate sentencing to the criminal.24 Viticello gives the reader a picture of a system where judges were given broad discretion to determine the sentence of a criminal but next to no guidelines on how to make that decision25. A man-made system of justice is inherently flawed and prone to both abuse and incorrect judgments, but one without clear guidelines can only be more so. Ultimately, the cry for a more evenhanded system of sentencing seemed to be the last straw against the rehabilitative model.

    The death of this model of criminal punishment was imminent with the passing of the Sentencing Reform Act in 1984, which was a part of the larger Comprehensive Crime Control Act. This act eliminated parole in the federal system and established the United States Sentencing Commission.26 Under the USSC, determinate sentencing based on the seriousness of the crime began in the federal system.27 It was merely a matter of time before the states began to follow suit, at the very least doing away with indeterminate sentencing and moving to a more concrete set of guidelines.28

    Although it is clear that the shift was away from the rehabilitative model, there is still a fair amount of debate on what the current model is and should be founded upon. The development of habitual offender statutes has only added more fodder to that discussion. Most states have enacted some sort of version of this law, and California's is commonly known as “Three Strikes.”

    Three Strikes was codified in California Penal Code § 667 in 1994, and the name derives from 667(e)(2)(A), which states that a defendant with two or more prior felony convictions covered by the statute will receive an indeterminate term of life imprisonment. Three strikes, and you're out. The statute covers what it labels serious or violent felonies, including mayhem, lewd or lascivious acts, arson, extortion, burglary and carjacking.29 The California law does not allow for consideration of the length of time between the prior and present conviction, requires certain defendants to serve consecutive rather than concurrent terms and increases the jail time of the second conviction that falls within the guidelines of the statute, strike number two.30

    Vitiello mused that the appearance of and interest in habitual offender statutes “signals another dramatic shift from retribution to incapacitation and, to a lesser degree, deterrence as the primary justification for punishment.31” He goes on to say that from a utilitarian point of view, both incapacitation and deterrence are valid reasons.32 The advent of other laws, such as the increased sentence time that a judge is required to place on cases where the crime was gang-affiliated, seems to support the idea that the shift is heading towards incapacitation and deterrence as the primary goal of punishment.33 The unspoken question within his observation is can we settle for a “greatest good for the greatest amount of people” rationale when we're talking about punishing people, sometimes for life. Even if we concede that Three Strikes has accomplished the goal of deterring crime from happening, I still think that we are challenged with the question of whether or not we could make the system more “just,” particularly in the Biblical sense.34

    The removal of the rehabilitative model from the criminal justice system has solved the specific criticisms attributed to the system, such as indeterminate sentencing and unclear sentencing guidelines, but in its wake remains a question regarding what the goal of criminal punishment should be and how that goal can be achieved. The general consensus is that the primary purpose is that of retribution, but what other goals are considered legitimate, and in what relation to retribution?

    Second Chances: Another Glance at Rehabilitation

    The concern with bringing up the term “rehabilitation” within the context of criminal punishment is that it also tends to bring into mind images of leniency on the criminal. Some key concerns with the rehabilitative model were those of providing systematic fairness for that same criminal. I believe that both can be addressed without necessarily losing the retributive aspect of criminal punishment.

    One British study done examined the question of whether rehabilitation and retribution were as opposed as people seem to make them out to be.35 The authors came to the conclusion that they are not, and in fact share some similarities in that both focus on the inner nature of the criminal.

    [...R]epression rests on the assumption that human beings are evil by nature, whereas rehabilitation's ambition to socialize people into new identities and lifestyles relies on the assumption that human nature is essentially pliable, open and undetermined. Repression assumes that the causes of crime reside within the criminals, who are seen as essentially evil people who need to be punished for their misdeeds. Rehabilitation instead assumes that criminals can be reformed, because human nature is essentially open and pliable: bad social circumstances can make any person a criminal, just like favourable conditions can transform a criminal into a decent citizen. Those contrasting beliefs about human nature underlie the deep-rooted conviction that repression is the converse of rehabilitation.

    While debating whether the premises laid out here line up with the ideas of retribution and rehabilitation, we as Christians can at least agree with the premises themselves. All have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God, but we can also do all things through Christ who strengthens us.36 Man is capable of great evil but can also be pushed towards a life of nobility, and any number of factors can and do play a role in determining which path an individual will take at any given moment. Agreeing that the inner man inherently drives the outer man seems to be the easiest hurdle to jump over in this discussion.

    I would argue that rehabilitation and retribution could coexist, so long as we would be willing to acknowledge the fact that not everyone can be rehabilitated. Even Christ did not force Himself on anyone, giving the freedom to refuse to answer His call. There will be those whom, through their actions or their own mouths, would refuse a chance at rehabilitation. Habitual offenders may well fall into that category, as would those warranting the death penalty.37 Still, in a world where peer pressure and the desire to live up to arbitrary standards can weigh heavily on the hearts and minds of the masses, rehabilitation could be a key role in keeping small-time criminals out of the prison system once and for all by providing a clearly valid alternative to the life that the criminal may have been living.

    Jordan J. Ballor discussed a particular theory, that of restorative justice, as one that embraces rehabilitation. He explains that “restorative justice is a theory of justice that emphasizes concepts such as reconciliation, forgiveness and healing,” continuing to say that if the theory fits in with classical definitions of justice, then these concepts are owed to people left in the aftermath of a crime.38 If perhaps that statement felt a little strong to you, we can shift to the perspective offered from a Catholic standpoint. In 2000, the United States Conference of Catholic Bishops issued Responsibility, Rehabilitation, and Restoration: A Catholic Perspective on Crime and Criminal Justice. Joseph L. Falvey, Jr. wrote an article critiquing the statement, which argued that protecting society and rehabilitation are the primary purposes of punishment.39 He argued that the traditional Catholic viewpoint of the “principal and justifying aim” of punishment rested on retribution.40 Relying on Aquinas and natural order, Falvey goes through four ends of punishment in order from greater to lesser.

    The primary end of punishment is to redress the disorder the offense introduced in the moral order as a whole. The secondary end of punishment is the restoration of the public and civil order. The tertiary end of punishment, which is closely related to the second, is the defense of public safety. Finally, punishment offers the rehabilitation of the offender himself, which is the restoration of the order within the criminal soul.41

    His primary gripe with the statement by the USCCB was that he felt they did not affirm traditional Catholic teaching and placed too much emphasis on the individual's good rather than the common good.42 Still, did say that the statement “affirms certain perennial truths about punishment, such as the existence of free will as the basis of responsibility, the importance of providing opportunities for the criminal's reforms, the need for social protection and crime prevention, and the necessity of a stable family life as an element to reducing crime.43

    I believe that a major problem with the previous rehabilitative model of criminal punishment was the fact that rehabilitation was the primary goal. Placing retribution as the primary goal allows for a theoretically equal playing field for all who enter the system. However, leaving rehabilitation out of the picture entirely results in a rather dire situation for the one punished, as there is no chance or concern for the criminals reformation.

    What I found particularly noteworthy about California's Three Strikes statute is the decision to include juvenile adjudications if the crime would have fallen under this category and the minor was at least 16 when s/he committed the crime.44 As the traditional purpose of the juvenile justice system has been (and generally remains) the rehabilitation of the youth, the fact that the California law cuts out this corner of that page to incorporate into the adult justice system could signal a shift away from the rehabilitative model for youth as well. Across the nation, statutes have been put into place that make it easier for youth to be tried as adults and subjected to adult prisons, and therefore, adult situations.45

    The documentary, Juvies, looks into the lives of several youth who were tried and convicted as adults. Elizabeth, a girl who had already been in adult prison for seven years, talks about the difficulties of growing up in the prison system. She briefly explains how she ended up dealing in drugs and being sexually involved with another woman, both activities she'd never done prior to being incarcerated. She tells the camera “I am what I swore I wouldn't be.” The narrator states that men sent to prison tend to look to gangs and violence to cope while the women tend to look to drugs and lesbian relationships to maintain their grip on reality. Given the advent of habitual offender statutes and the imposition of harsher punishment on gang-affiliated crime, more and more youth are being caught into this system and this world behind bars.

    Now, we could spend time arguing over being the masters of our own fate and accepting the consequences of our actions, all which would include many valid points. However, while society and the victim may have received some form of justice, should a Christian be content with leaving a person in the squalor of not only their own sin, but perhaps sanctioning the immersion of the sinner into even more sinful conditions than the criminal could ever have imagined. While we know that blessed is he who endures temptation, it is undoubtedly that much more difficult to guard one's mind and heart when one is up to the proverbial neck in sin.46 That thought leaves us with the question of what, if anything, should or can Christians do for those who have violated laws and deserve punishment. Is there a proper Christian perspective on criminal rehabilitation?

    First Stones: A Call to Restoration?

    If both God and Christ were concerned about the restoration of man, then can we construct a valid argument that Christians should not be? If justice, mercy and faith are crucial aspects of the law, and Christ did not abolish but fulfill the law, should we not still be concerned with all three? Well, enough of the rhetorical questions.

    The Book of John gives us the story of the adulteress.47 The scribes and Pharisees brought forth a woman caught in adultery, attempting yet again to test Jesus. He tells them “He who is without sin among you, let him throw a stone at her first.48” While ultimately a lesson in mercy and just one example of Christ handling those who sought to challenge him, there is, as with most stories in the Bible, many deeper layers. The first worth pointing out here is that the punishment could have gone forward, so long as a sinless man cast the first stone. As He phrased it, the sentence could have been carried out should He have chosen to cast that stone. However, He did not. He waited until those who would stone her had left before speaking with the woman.49 Telling her that He would not condemn her, He instructed her to go and sin no more.50

    The word “condemn” used here means to “judge against” or “sentence” as well as the actual word for condemning and damning.51 If the system was under Christian control, then I believe we would have the same authority to condemn or not, to find guilty or acquit as the case warranted it. While only Christ knows what exactly was within the heart of the adulteress in that moment, there was the clear call to sin no more. If she was under our criminal system, she would have simply been given her sentence and sent to jail with no concern for her spiritual well being. This example is only one of many within the Bible of a moment when punishment is withheld so that mercy can be given and a call to live to a higher standard is issued.

    Rehabilitation could provide us with a framework in which we could extend a form of mercy and/or call the criminal to a higher standard, so I stand firmly in view of support for criminal rehabilitation. The real debate is how that rehabilitation should look. Let us revisit the theory of restorative justice. Ballor suggested that there are generally four basic positions that seem to represent how Christians view restorative justice in conjunction with the criminal justice system: complementarian reformists, instrumentalist reformists, separate radicalists and abolitionist radicalists.

    I will briefly sum up each position as put forth by Ballor. Complementary reformists want the criminal justice system to move towards restorative goals while not necessarily doing away with the punitive aspects.52 At the very least, retribution and restoration should coexist, although some under this position may argue that restoration can even take the place as the primary aim of punishment.53 Instrumentalist reformists believe that punishment is only valid if restorative justice is the primary focus.54 Any punishment that is not designed with the goals of restorative justice in mind is not legitimately administered.55 Separatist radicalists stand firmly on the belief that “punishment, retribution, coercion or force” are at odds with “the principles and practice of restorative justice” and would prefer a system apart from the current criminal justice system to dole out restorative justice.56 Abolitionist radicalists take that concept to the next step and argue that...you guess it...the criminal justice system should be dismantled, with all that such a position would imply.57

    These positions can translate themselves into how we feel about the role of rehabilitation within the current justice system. Should it be incorporated, placed in a position of primacy, dealt with apart from the State or drive the destruction of the status quo? A separate paper would be needed to fully explore the Biblical (and otherwise) arguments for and against each position as well as how each position might translate into a practical application. What I can do is touch on some practical suggestions and some practical movements that have been made regarding criminal punishment and rehabilitation.

    In his article, Vitiello argues “an offender's transformation, like his culpability, is relevant to morally appropriate punishment. If that conclusion is sound, then consideration of an offender's transformation is not impermissible on equality grounds.58” The concerns with playing fair that existed in the previous rehabilitative model could be rectified by carefully constructed guidelines. Unfortunately, Vitello does not follow up the statement with any ideas of how such consideration would look in regards to the punishment aspect of the criminal justice system. Theoretically, it could be done, using a system of recommendations, observations about behavior post-arrest and possibly during incarceration to establish a fair system of evaluation that would recognize a criminal's potential to be reintroduced to society as a law-abiding citizen.

    Another movement regarding rehabilitation and criminal punishment is the rise of faith-based prisons and religious programming with in the prison setting. Lawtey Correctional Institution in Florida was converted in 2004 to an institution focused on cultivating faith and character within the male prison population.59 All the prisoners were informed and given the option to transfer, and prisoners from other institutions were given the chance to transfer to the newly established prison provided that they had been “without any discipline problems for a least a year prior to the transfer” and were approaching their release date.60 The institution offers programming in all faiths, but most of the inmates and volunteers are Christian.61 A female version was soon set up at Hillsborough Prison, also located in Florida.

    Other than converting entire institutions to a faith-based model, there is the other option of designating an area of the existing institution to a faith-based focus. InnerChange Freedom Initiative (IFI) occupies an entire wing of the institution, putting into place religious programming using private donations and volunteers.62 IFI exclusively teachers Christian doctrine and also a “reentry program”, and the inmates that participate receive greater resources and are subject to greater disciplinary requirements, including a rigid schedule which starts with praise and worship at 6am.63

    Both of these models have come under heavy criticism, including questions of Constitutionality and whether inmates are professing conversion simply to escape the environments of the rest of the criminal system. While not discrediting either question, given the context of the paper, my primary concern with these models is that they only reach a small portion of the criminal population. Both programs only handle prisoners who are approaching release. Prison Fellowship, the organization which heads IFI, does have a prison outreach ministry, and such programs can certainly be a solution. This still leaves the question of what to do for those who may not be approaching release anytime soon. The old saying goes that an ounce of prevention is worth a pound of cure, and it is undoubtedly better to keep those not already inclined to misconduct from engaging in it once within prison. As mentioned above, the environment can be toxic and corrode the spirit of those within it. Undoubtedly there will be those that bite the hand that feed them and those that will outright refuse rehabilitation from any perspective, let alone a Christian one. Still, I strongly feel that merely telling prisoners to stay out of trouble and not give into the darkness is like telling the poverty-stricken to be warm and filled.64 Faith and love are both empty without actions that confirm it and I believe that both call us to do more for those that are incarcerated. We can point at all the wrong that a person has done, but we as Christians should pause and consider that there was a time when we all were lost, awaiting to be found. Perhaps we should let the system throw the first stone, which it certainly loves to do, instead of being so quick to follow up with our own.

    Conclusion

    Rehabilitation and criminal punishment certainly experienced a rough breakup. Perhaps the system was indeed broken and needed some readjustment. However, if the system is still seeking justice for all, then it may well be time to reintroduce rehabilitation to criminal punishment. Regardless of which theory of Christian restorative justice you may subscribe to, there is no reason that many of the options discussed here could not coexist within our current system. If someone was feeling particularly ambitious, they could tackle the entire system. Christ tells us that we are no better than the rest of the world if we only love those who love us.65 He challenges us to a higher standard, to love those who wrong us, those who would be our enemies.66

    When asked what he wanted people to know about him, Duc responded with this statement:

    What do I want people to know about me? There's not much to know. You know, I'm human just like you. Just because I'm locked up doesn't mean I'm just some, like, horrible guy. I like to read. I like to write. I want people to love me for me. Not because of what people tell them, but to give me the opportunity to sit down with me, and just to get to know me and talk to me. If so, maybe you'll find out that I'm really not a bad guy after all. That I'm not a lost cause.67

    I cannot help but feel that when we simply refuse criminals a chance at rehabilitation, systematically or otherwise, we are telling them that they are a lost cause. Even in the midst of His punishments, God extended mercy and showed immeasurable patience with His people. Cain received a second chance at life; although condemned to never enter the promised land, God still provided for Israel with manna and quail; despite handing Israel over to her enemies, He promised to make her prosper even in captivity. We should all understand that God is a God of second chances. He may have a special heart for the widowed and the orphan, but we know that God's heart goes beyond just those two groups. It certainly does not mean that we are allowed to write off the incarcerated just because they have committed a crime.

    Debates will undoubtedly happen over what form rehabilitation should or can take, but in order to get to a point where such debates could even be fruitful, we must reach an understanding that rehabilitation is a goal of punishment worth keeping in mind. If we believe that it is God's desire that no one should perish, but that all should come to repentance and be part of what could arguably be the greatest rehabilitation program in the history of mankind, then perhaps at least a chance at rehabilitation is something that we, at least from the Christian perspective, do owe criminals.68

     

Sunday, 25 April 2010

  • As Silver

    “For you, O God, have tested us;
    You have refined us as silver is refined.
    You brought us into the net;
    You laid affliction on our backs.
    You have caused men to ride over our heads;
    We went through fire and through water;
    But You brought us out to rich fulfillment.”

    Psalm 66:10-12

    Silver – a precious metal we are all familiar with, but few of us know anything about. It is the metal with the highest electrical and thermal conductivity. That means that amongst the metals, it conducts the most heat and the most electricity. Silver is also very flexible, able to withstand pressure and to be stretched. Furthermore, it is one of the most reflective surfaces, outdone only by aluminum in some areas. Silver is stable in pure air and pure water, but it begins to tarnish once it is exposed to air or water containing certain chemicals natural to our atmosphere. The tarnish is best cleaned with diluted acid.

    I'm sure even as you read that last paragraph, you see where I am headed. David well could have said gold, but he did not. The thing about gold is that it is far less susceptible to corruption by natural means. It does not dissolve in nitric acid, which will destroy other metals, and it resists corrosion. Gold is also the most flexible of all metals. I would like to think that gold is the end product while silver is what we are here while here on earth. When we attain that state where we cannot be corrupted any longer and live only to yield to God's will, at that point will we be the most precious of metals. Until that time, we are a work in progress.

    God is the one that holds the blueprints to who we were meant to be. First and foremost, that destiny is to be spiritually alive and adopted into the family of God, growing more and more intimate with him as we live out the rest of our days. However, on top of that is who we are called to be in Christ.

    I heard a profound statement on Thursday at a class I took on Christ's resurrection. We all have an intended image, an intended form that God envisions for us. Satan, however, uses this world to distort, cover up and scrape away at that image. The teacher spoke of a certain style of furniture that he loved to collect, but as the style fell out, people started to take the original pieces and cover them up, paint over it and change it with the times. He found such a piece at a flea market and recognized it for what it was. When he picked it up, it had the original designer's signature on the bottom of it.

    As he spoke this, the verse from John came to mind, talking of Satan as a thief that comes to steal, kill and destroy. Christ came so that we might have life and have it more abundantly. We so often think of this verse referring to possessions and people, but take it a little deeper. Satan wants nothing more than to steal, kill and destroy our true image, that of a likeness with God. He wants to do away with anything that says who we are and whose we are in our lives, and he will use this world to do it however he can. In a pure environment, we will stand the test of time, untarnished and shining as we were meant to. However, we are not home yet, and so occasionally, we get a little tarnished. Occasionally, we yield to a touch that does not belong to the one that made us.

    The longer we take getting back to God, the more touch-up work He has to do. A little tarnish can be cleaned off with some polish...but scratches and dents need to be buffed out. If they are deep enough, then it may be back to basics, melting everything down again and starting from the beginning.

    We were meant to be conduits for the power of the Holy Spirit. We were meant to retain and pass on the warmth of God's love and the passion from His fire. We were meant to reflect the image of God, just as a child throws back an image of his parents. We were meant for more, yet we keep allowing ourselves to be used for more mundane purposes and tasks we were not created for.

    I intend to get back to God's blueprint design for me.

    I intend to be refined as silver.

Friday, 09 April 2010

  • Currently
    Memento Mori
    By Flyleaf
    The Kind
    see related

    What it really means to love...

    What a privilege it is to be able to communicate with your Maker! Think about it...truly....

    People always complain about customer service operators when trying to get a question or concern addressed about a phone, computer or software that was purchased. Imagine how much easier your life would be if you can conference call the people that made the product and get all the answers you needed rather than someone who had been crash-coursed into the business?

    We have that option to the most complicated creation in existence: ourselves.

    I was taking a class at church, and the last class was on our inner image, how we see ourselves and how that image was shaped by our experiences during childhood. The bulk of the message was focused on dealing with negative self-images that had been produced by traumatic events during childhood or harsh upbringing by parents. As I sat in the class, I tried desperately to recall any sort of discouraging message I had received from either parents or authority during my youth. Honestly, I drew a large blank. The few memories I could dredge up had either been countered by an abundance of love and support from others or I had already developed my relationship with God to the point where His love protected me from the negativity. Having accepted Christ at 11, although I wasn't completely sure what it meant at the time, God still extended His protection to both my mind and heart.

    So, I asked God to reveal to me if and where the areas of my stunted growth remained. Praise God for praying family, because I am convinced that it was such prayers that covered me despite any turmoil that my parents may have been experiencing. On those few occasions where I didn't feel love, God revealed to me that it wasn't me to blame, and so I never grew up with any sort of feelings of inadequacy or rejection. It is this feeling...this sense of identity and strength that I hope to pass on to the youth some day...

    But that still leaves me and my mess. While blessed beyond reason to not have those areas to struggle with, I am not foolish enough to believe that I have no areas to struggle with that weren't birthed in my childhood. And it was at that point when he revealed that one of my greatest assets was also my greatest weakness

    Growing up a Navy brat, I learned that friends come and friends go. Due to my God-given intelligence and mental capacity, I never really needed to rely on the help or advice for teachers during my younger years, often getting things on the first or second time around if I cared to get them at all (Chemistry was a HUGE exception). I had never really needed anyone, settling for a lot of acquaintances and maybe one or two deep friendships which I held onto as loosely as a bubble. While not being an emotionally cold or apathetic person, I had the rather startling revelation that I had perhaps a handful of relationships with any real emotional depth to them. Even the vast majority of my romantic relationships (present company excluded, of course), I had loved anything and everything but them, it seems.

    Even now, as I write this, I can hear so many truths about the depths of my soul that I'd never thought of confronting, let alone dealing with. In seeking to deepen my relationship with God, I've been looking to Him as a friend, as a lover, as a husband, as a parent. But when I look at the way that I treat those that I have and do call such...I can't give God that... This halfhearted, “just enough” mentality...I can't give the God that so loved me that. Heck, I can't give the rest of those around me that, knowing that He so loves them.

    I know in my knower that this revelation is a major turning point for me. Satan has been struggling to keep this knowledge from me, telling me that I don't need people or that those I have are more than enough. When I think back to my younger days, I loved deeply and passionately, as both a friend and a mate. I did what I could to hold on to those bonds I thought were precious rather than let them slip away. It is time for me to learn to do so again, starting with my relationship with God.

    So, to those friends, both old and new, I apologize for being less than. I cherish you all for putting up with me thus far. I'll be learning to be the best friend possible from the greatest Friend the world has ever known!

Monday, 22 March 2010

  • Who is speaking for you?

    Being married to a die-hard Republican has had its ups and downs. Some things we completely disagree with, but I've been finding myself more willing to compromise with him than not. I've been a registered Democrat since I turned 18. When I re-register this week, I will be registering as a Republican.


    Watching the Democratic primary race with a certain level of excitement, I looked forward to the 2008 presidential election with a certain spirit of hope. As a Black woman, it would be a historic event no matter which way you looked at it. For the first time, either a woman or an African-American had a real chance at taking the White House that fall. I was excited for what it meant for our country.

    I supported Obama throughout the campaign, stirred up by the message of ownership that I heard. This was our country, and we needed to stand up and take charge. This election was something that involved all of us, and all of us were expected to play our part and make this country a little better. While there have always been certain liberal ideals I have, and will always, disagree with, I felt that of the two candidates, Obama would lead us in the preferred direction. I liked what he had to say quite a bit more than what McCain had to say, and the latter lost me when he suggested freezing spending on Education as a way to deal with the deficit. So, I cast my ballot and hoped for the best.

    So much for putting any sort of faith in men.

    Over the past year, I've become more and more disheartened with the direction the nation is going.  Promises have been broken and childish games have been played on both sides, Democratic and Republican alike.  Despite my feelings or thoughts about any of the individual members of the party, I've had to push aside the lack of intelligence and/or maturity exhibited by various public figures and really delve into the roots and platforms of each party. In the midst of one of the many political conversations I've had with my husband, I started to wonder about just when and how minorities started to side more with the Democrats than the Republicans. What caused the shift and, more importantly, did anyone really know what either party stood for then or stands for now?

    I went on a small hunt (since my free time is greatly wanting these days), and discovered quite a few interesting tidbits, things I did not know or may have forgotten. The Republican party was started by those against slavery. It was the Republican president Lincoln that eventually freed the slaves. It was the Republican party that pushed for the rights to vote among minorities. Arguably, both of these were as much in the interest of the party as it was anything else. But the same could be true of the sweeping reforms that the Democrats did during the New Deal to favor those that needed assistance.

    Prior to the New Deal of the 1930s, African-Americans were mostly Republican. After the New Deal and the fact that the Democratic party did its share to ensure the passage of the Voting Rights act and the Civil Rights Act of 1964, marked the turning point for most minority voters. However, I'd like to think it was more than just that which was the defining factor for the huge shift which took place. If it was just that...well, that wouldn't be very flattering to us, would it?

    With the passage of things such as affirmative action laws, which were needed at the time, I can understand why the Democratic party was favored for such a long time. During an era where racism and prejudice was written into the laws, those of us without a voice needed a voice. But do we still need someone to speak on our behalf, or is it time to speak for ourselves?


    Those of you who know me know that while I have my political views, they are far and few between since it is a rare topic I feel passionate about. But I felt it was time to speak my mind in the wake of what we all can agree is a historic moment in the history of our country. However, it was the debate over this legislation which made up my mind regarding my switching parties.

    The political parties and Congress exist for one reason, and one reason only: to promote the will of the people. That reason is all. It is in our preamble, and those in governmental positions at least pay lip service to the idea. “We, the People...do ordain and establish this Constitution of the United States of America.” Did we create it so that it could rule over us or serve us? It is our responsibility to speak up and be heard, and it is the government's obligation to listen and do accordingly. The rule of the majority. Or so it was supposed to be.

    I was willing to listen to reason when this entire health care mess started. But I was not allowed to listen because I was never spoken to. All we've heard are whisperings and heated arguments that could be taken however I like. It will help...but no explanation of how. Even when an explanation was offered, it was not a complete explanation. Now, those who live in other countries may be willing to keel over and let the government tell them what is best, but America has never been such a nation. It breaks my heart to think it may be becoming one. I am certain that millions are glad that this health care plan passed. I am more certain that the vast majority of them are not certain what it entails.

    The fact that the Democratic controlled Congress decided to tell us what is best rather than listen to us...ask us...seek our ideas and opinions...that was the final straw for me. The government is not my parent, and I dislike it treating me like a child with a “Oh, we know best” attitude. The fact that they passed a bill that sanctions taxpayer dollars towards elective abortions told me that they do not know as much as they would like to think.

    Between the behavior and ideals of the two parties, I agree far more with the Republicans at this moment in time. America needs to stop looking to the government to take care of all its problems, ase a lost puppy in need of a meal. What happened to the power of the people that we once demonstrated during any number of movements? It seems that we have all grown complacent in the past 40 years, preferring to let others speak for us than speaking ourselves. And those that are speaking..well, the choice is yours whether you like what they are saying.

    While I've made my own political lean more than apparent with this blog, at the end of the day, I'm not advocating for minorities to all follow suit.  What I am advocating for is more awareness and more thought.  Please, whatever your claimed affiliation, know what and who you are supporting. Don't just mark a ballot for the sake of saying you voted. Don't assume things you don't know. And please don't whine without doing anything.  I know it takes some effort on the part of all of us, but with what's at stake, I'd say it's worth it.

  • Waiting for Isaac

    Lately, I've been on this baby kick. While working in the Children's Ministry at church gets me a healthy fix of adorable little ones, I still long for my own. So, as I was fighting off the incessant ticking of my clock yesterday, God pricked me in the way only He can. It was a short, simple message, but it struck home powerfully. He just said “Wait for your Isaac.”

    Abraham had two sons, but only one was the promised child of God. Ishmael was born out of Abraham's own attempts to bring about God's promises. Isaac was the miracle child, and the one in line to take humanity one step closer to Christ. It is no hidden fact that Muslims claim Abraham through Ishmael as Christians and Jews claim him through Isaac. An innocent enough action and an innocent enough result sent ripples that because crashing waves generations later.

    We can never truly know the full consequences of any action we take, no matter how insignificant it may seem in our own eyes. Words and actions of many people haunted me years later, and while they no longer haunt me, I still remember them. Who would have thought that Abraham's impatience would have such a result?

    Would I choose an Ishmael over my promised Isaac? We do it so often without thinking. The simple thought has echoed through my mind and made its way to every aspect of my life. God's got a whole lot of Isaacs just for me...that perfect job, perfect house, perfect city to live in...and all in His perfect timing. I don't want to rush any of it, but I must also be still and quiet long enough to hear what instructions I need to hear. God told Abraham that the promised child would be fruit of him and Sarah. So, it could be no other way, for God will not go against His own word. A lot of my thinking has been restructured. What has God said about the thing I'm hoping for? How can I position myself to get it? Gotta learn to listen to Him, through word and prayer, in order to be sure of which path to take.

    The clock is still ticking, but I'll wait for His timing. He knows what He's doing, and I choose to trust Him. I want my Isaac.

Thursday, 28 January 2010

  • Currently
    Memento Mori
    By Flyleaf
    Again
    see related

    He's waiting on you...

    For thus saith the Lord GOD, the Holy One of Israel; In returning and rest shall ye be saved; in quietness and in confidence shall be your strength: and ye would not.

    But ye said, No; for we will flee upon horses; therefore shall ye flee: and, We will ride upon the swift; therefore shall they that pursue you be swift.

    One thousand shall flee at the rebuke of one; at the rebuke of five shall ye flee: till ye be left as a beacon upon the top of a mountain, and as an ensign on an hill.

    And therefore will the LORD wait, that he may be gracious unto you, and therefore will he be exalted, that he may have mercy upon you: for the LORD is a God of judgment: blessed are all they that wait for him.” Isaiah 30:15-18


    We complain about how long it's taking for our breakthrough or our blessing. And it may not be a direct complaint. A complaining heart manifests itself in subtle ways so that we don't think we're really walking in disbelief. We stress over the situation. We have to bring it up in every conversation (or every other). Constantly checking your email, bank account or telephone.

    If you're letting your problems grab your attention, you're sinking quickly and need to stop now before you do more damage to yourself. David said that he has never seen the righteous forsaken, and so it is (Psalms 37:25). However, there is a difference between getting by on “just enough” and living in the full abundance of life that Jesus died for and that God desires for you.

    I happened upon verse 15 while flipping through my pages looking for another verse in Isaiah. It caught my attention because at some point it had been highlighted. However, it had been so long ago that the yellow marking had all but faded away. That slight discoloration snatched my attention, and it was one of those moments when it was like I was reading the Word for the first time.

    In the NIV, it reads like this:

    “This is what the Sovereign Lord, the Holy One of Israel, says:

    In repentance and rest is your salvation,

    In quietness and trust is your strength,

    but you would have none of it.”

    You try to look for other ways or methods to get what you need from God. But at the end of the day, running from your problems won't help. They'll just chase right after you, and problems don't get tired and weary the way that we get tired and weary.

    God will wait until you come to Him, until you position yourself so that He can show you His grace and His mercy.

    In the KJV, the verse says that in returning and rest shall you be saved. I had to look up that word “shall,” and most of the definitions used definitive words: “will have to, is determined to, definitely will;” “must, is or are obliged to.” So, it's a done deal. If you choose to return, which is what repentance truly is...a turning away from the way you were going and turning back to God...and if you choose to rest, then you definitely will be saved.

    The word for rest used here means “quietness” or “quiet attitude.” Note also that it says returning and rest. You need both. If you return without a quiet attitude, then why are you returning? If you have a quiet attitude and can find stillness, how long do you think that will last outside of His presence? The word for salvation/saved here, at its root, means “to be open wide or free.” Freedom is what we all desire, and freedom is the true essence of our salvation. We are free from sin, free from the grasp of death and free from worrying...if we would have it.

    God goes on to say that we definitely will find our strength in quietness and trust. Trust is rather self-explanatory. When we trust in God, when our confidence is that He is who He says He is and will not fail us, then that is strength. And if we have that trust, then we must have that quietness, which is “to be quiet, to be at peace, to lie undisturbed.” The ability to not be moved is strength indeed.

    But God's people would not have any of it then. Here it is, a fool-proof key to walking in freedom and strength, and they refuse it. The sad truth of the matter is that so many of us are no better. We struggle on our own, thinking we know what is best for ourselves. All of us have at least a handful of decisions we made that didn't quite work out as we'd hoped and of friends that we'd picked that didn't prove to be true. Each of us knows how poor our judgment can be, so why do we rely on it rather than the words of the only living God, in whom we claim to put our heart's trust?

    Faith is an action, and it requires a conscious decision on our part. Christ told us that we had to daily deny ourselves and follow Him. This struggle against our instincts and druthers is an ongoing battle until the day we shed this mortal form. Every moment of every day, we must choose whether we are going to claim the freedom, the peace and the strength that God so desire to give us.

    For it is our choice to accept God's goodness or to have none of it.

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    Where: At home on the computer When: 2005 I remember when I was so nervous about agreeing to go out with Jesse. I was still recovering from past wounds and wasn't sure how much I was able to give. I felt like I had one more time to give it my all...one more time to put it all out there. So I